It was just over a year ago when I began the process of waking up to my own existence. Our reality is a product of experiences accumulated since the day we are born. Our understanding of this reality is relative to the experience of life.

In my writing, I’ve been describing to you the many flashing moments of my life. I share my life to you because all of those experiences gave me a greater understanding of the true nature of who I am. I became awakened to my own existence. This awakening took me on a journey back to my childhood where I innately knew that I was born to be of service to others. This is what led me onto the path of becoming a doctor. But that wasn’t exactly what my heart intended for me. My mind told me otherwise.

My mind tapped into that gut feeling all of us feel from time to time. A knowingness within myself. Yet as I was growing up, my mind also became receptive to other people’s thoughts and understandings of life. In many of the communities that I belong to, my mind moulded itself into a subconscious understanding that dignity is birthed from education, that this dignity would open doorways to finding a suitable life partner, and that all of these factors would lead to the establishment of a fulfilling family life in a house with a picket fence.

But for some reason my life didn’t quite work out that way. Even when I tried my best to achieve what I believed to be the ultimate dream, I was beset with challenges that would make me re-evaluate what was truly important to me in life. It is this re-evaluation that has led me here writing to you.

As children, we are born with the ultimate truth to our existence. My truth was in service to others. But why? It took me 31 years to figure that one out. I thought about all those times I assisted a fellow human being. A kind gesture on the road, a gift to a friend, or a smile to a stranger. I thought about how I felt when I respected the earth. How I found a spider straying in my room, and through overcoming my fear, cupped it into a bucket and placed it gently outside. All of these actions made me feel happiness.

In a single moment, where all of my life experiences became one, I simply understood. I understood that all things in the world come from the same source of existence. We are living in it. And if all of us come from the same source, if all of us are the same, then by assisting a fellow creature, we hyper-dimensionally assist ourselves.

To serve others, to help others, to be kind to others, is a mirror of offering the same gesture to yourself. You become empowered by this because you understand that the mechanics of life react to your actions as you yourself are the source of life. In becoming one with everything, you wield your life, and your world, to your will.

I felt liberated in understanding this. I was free. Free from the prison in which my mind held me attached. From this point of enlightenment, I then knew that I was aligning myself to the true purpose of why I was I even born here. And each of you reading this will know deep inside yourself of who you are. Not what you believe others expect of you, and not the outer shell we put on when we wake up as we face the outer world. But to be completely free in accepting how special you always were, yet were too afraid to embrace.

I was born to share my life with you, so that my search for freedom could help others discover the same. I am a servant. From the immaterial world that we come from, all servants are kings.